Sometimes what keeps me up is thinking about what she’s doing, if she knows I like her if she knows, that every Sunday I lit up when I saw her, how I get sad when I don’t see her smile how much I just want to go back and ask for her number sooner how I wish we were closer, how much of a secret admirer I am of her… But must of all if she lies awake thinking the same if she even remotely wants to even talk to me, if I’m wasting my time cuz she knows nothing will happen… Please Lord take these feelings, these thoughts, these emotions away if they are only going to lead to a dead end! Please take them away the second i don’t mean anything to her! I surrender my heart to you Lord in the hope you deliver it to the right girl who won’t break it like the rest, who won’t get close only to grow apart! Lord I follow you and let go of my plans i have, for you are the author of my fate, the maker of my days, the preserver of my faith! I am Yours!