Honestly the first time I’ve ever lead by not only example but with a speech.. I feel in love with the game of rugby and because of it I have progressed as one of the better players on the team. Ive gotten so many people saying I’m the future of this club and it’s a weird thought being talked up like this. I’m normally a very humble person and I turn down statements like this but seeing how many looked to me for inspiration today and finding the courage and knowledge to take charge I think I can say confidently I’m looking forward to taking a more permanent leadership role.. And I’m only a first year.
the other day i was at a friends house watching a movie.. when i hugged her i just got this overwhelming blast of a smell.. the smell made my whole body weak. my knees heavy and my heart skip a beat.. the smell was Love Spell and as much as i tried to fight the memories i couldn’t and when i got home i sprayed it in the air and went back to all those moments it reminded me of. much like bass pro shops, i knew that these were the types of moments i had to keep to myself. but in the perilous humdrum routine i’m in i needed an escape. the only dreams i ever remember, still feature the same person. subconsciously of course. i’m thinking about it less, focusing on me more. but as of now my memories are my only escape. and boy do they feel amazing! i think i finally found a name for the person. i always nicknamed the people in my past who had an effect on me, good or bad. its a way for myself to not say there name and if i ever tell anyone bout them then their real names will forever be something that i hold on to personally. but anyway i’ve finally and this is really big for me.. i’ve finally decided that it’s Disney!
this week should be very intense and exciting.. we are going to prepare ourselves against University of San Diego who are sitting comfortable in our league.. a San Diego road trip this saturday should be fun.. hopefully i’ll meet up with some old friends from high school!