Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over. For by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return.
I miss us. . everything about us that made you an me who were are. I feel stuck in a bad dream where you and I are taking one step forward then two steps back. anything i say know makes me sound crazy! Emily Margaret Maas I need you more than you think. I read that thing about will and can’t help but want the same. even though you don’t talk you care about him enough to post. sure i have you but what you had with him is what I have been striving for. that eternal bond that can never be shaken. Although with each passing fight, you and I are going in the opposite direction. I don’t want to be the one controlling things anymore. I need you to make decisions about us. I can’t wait for a date, but i feel as if everything from here will seem awkward and forced. I ask that you and I can start over. . ? I ask that whatever has come between us just go away. . ? I want to be with you, I don’t want to leave you the way he did. I don’t want to leave as enemies, but with a new strength that will last another year, and another, until God knows what. But I know damn well that I’m not ready for this to end, and that I will do anything to make this last. Text me please.
You’re right i have been controlling. . but it took you to say it straight up for me to truly realize it. . I’m going to sleep so i can get out of your hair. but i locked the text on my phone that has me tearing up since. . well I think I’ll just let you be with friends. Me? well I’ll be here alone, listening to music. finding something to put a smile on my face. I love you, and Goodnight. .