I’ve been called weird, I’ve been called an asshole, I’ve been called a little bitch, but never has anyone said I’m awkward. I had to hear it from someone I never thought those words would escape the mouth. It unlocks a part of me that i really don’t like. The worst part is it doesn’t matter. I’m always wrong, I’ll always lose this battle, I’ll never truly be able to compete with the lifestyle I face each time I put myself out there.